Thursday, June 18, 2009

Wife of a Movie Star

The rain was hitting the window pane.It was one of those nights that you're in the mood of something groovy and romantic.Sweet scent of lavender sweetening the air..the warmth from the fireplace.Hmmmm...I heard laughters coming from the door when a good looking man comes into the room with a woman in his strong arms.It was their honeymoon i could tell and they look pretty happy.I dug my nails into my heart was swelling with envy when they went on cuddling each other on the bed...doing what couples do* hmmmm....I just couldnt watch anymore wheN...

CUTTTTTTTTTTT !!!!! REDO THE SCENE... i felt some irritation in my throat the feeling you have when you have something to scream about but you can't. I couldn't bear watching them redo the scene. Call me immature but that's my husband who is on top of another woman playing a honeymoon scene.

Thursday, April 9, 2009


Living in this world you have no idea what is in store for you.You live life like any other human beings.You do things that most people approve of or think its cool, you wear clothes that fashion says its OK and sometimes you see things through a thick glass that you can't differentiate between what your brain is telling you and what the fake world is telling you. And you know for yourself that you are a victim. A brainwashed victim. Am i making sense here? lol. I am one of you.


Today when i was walking down moscow street,i heard a very unusual sound, something i never heard before.When i looked around, it was coming from a "thing" ,a street musician was playing with.It sounded almost like it was dying, toneless. And guess what it was? A saw with a bow ( the thing you use to play a violin with).Eventhough it wasn't some music that you want to hear, it was eye-checking.Plus the "Sawist" looked like Mozart's thought it was very creative of him.:-)

The place that i was at had so many branded boutiques.And of course most people especially students like me would rather walk pass then going into one of these boutiques having the salesperson giving you the You-know-you can't afford these luxuries look.hahaha so annoying but true.I can't afford a freaking RM 3000 LV bag but im happy with what I've got. :-)

Btw, the soles of my shoes broke into two today, not torn..BROKE like kerepek.I need new shoes. :-(

~dozing off~

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Celebrating Distance

Why is that when there are so many choices around you, you end up choosing someone who is 10 000 km away?Does he or she fits the bill? Yes. What about the distance-o-kilometer? ermm nope.Your love life isn't always a fluffy cotton candy, it gets soggy every now and then.

Denis and I, we both live in the same city,an hour apart by train but I still feel as though I’m in a long distance relationship (L.D.R).We meet up every week but hey whoever said that human beings are easily fulfilled?:-) hahahahaha.So enough about my whining thoughts, I have friends who have been in a L.D.R for years and they are still surviving…happily together I must say.

They confessed their sacred feelings under the love tree,

Promised each other that they would last till time stops,

Almost 7 wonderful years together and still going strong,

They are like the unseparables,

Soulmates for life.

The love of her life is facing the battle of humankind,

She wished she could be there with him,

Praying that he would be safe and sound,

If only she was next to him,

Everything would seem better,

Life just doesn’t feel complete without him.

She saw him walking pass, he could be the one,

He seemed so right yet so wrong,

So she decided to take the plunge and make it happen,

Now not even continents nor seas nor hemispheres

Could stop them,

Cos’ they promised to make life out of what they have together.

It started with just a simple “I like you” that turned to

“hey, I love you”,

Could be long a time till they meet again…

They wait cos’ they know that they are meant for each other.

(wedding bells? We will wait too..hehe)

I would like to dedicate a beautiful piece for those celebrating distance:

The Promise by Tracy Chapman

If you wait for me then Ill come for you
Although Ive traveled far
I always hold a place for you in my heart
If you think of me, if you miss me once in awhile
Then Ill return to you
Ill return and fill that space in your heart

Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
Ill find my way back to you
If youll be waiting
If you dream of me like I dream of you
In a place thats warm and dark
In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart

Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
Ill find my way back to you
If youll be waiting
Ive longed for you and I have desired
To see your face your smile
To be with you wherever you are

Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
Ill find my way back to you
Please say youll be waiting

Together again
It would feel so good to be
In your arms
Where all my journeys end
If you can make a promise if its one that you can keep, I vow to come for you
If you wait for me and say youll hold
A place for me in your heart.

it's a beautiful song.Go listen, i promise you would love it.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Daddy's girl

My dad insisted that i go with him to celebrate Merdeka Day but i was too lazy to wake up in the morning plus my Merdeka celebrating days are over ( i don't enjoy it like i used ungrateful, i know) So he went all by himself, my ever so patriotic dad.He is an ex-army officer by the way. :-) And this is one of my favorite pictures of him ;-)

I once dreamt of a cloud,
White and fluffy like any other cloud,
But everytime i tried to reach it,
It moves further away,
And when I finally got hold of it,
I fell into an empty space,
No wind,no sound,no light,
I closed my eyes but i could smell the sea water,
When i opened my eyes,
i found myself in an old ship,
My dad waved at me, :-)
We were chasing the clouds again,
This time we are two,
I will never fall again.


Pandemic~is an epidemic of infectious disease that spreads through populations across a large region; for instance a continent, or even worldwide.

yes, an infectious disease is running wild in our hostel infecting students one after another..only thing pandemic isn't the correct term to use for it but i thought it would make the condition sound more serious that way.

It's quite scary that lately, i see people around me falling sick.My roomate, had food poisoning a few days ago.It was a thursday night when it all started.She had severe diarrhoeae and she vomitted several times. Her condition worsened that we had to call a doctor from LOID CITY to come to her aid.Fortunately, her condition is getting better. (she's sleeping soundly now btw ;-)).Another friend of mine, was admitted to the hospital yesterday due to the same reason.Did i mention to you that they ate the same food from the sushi restaurant not far from our hostel? Only thing i can't exactly pin point them without any hard prove.

When people started asking about their absence that i found out that more people had food poisoning aswell !!! so yeah, our hostel is undergoing a vicious cycle of infectious disease.Sigh :-(

So i would like to voice out to all rsmu students to take extra precautions. Take good care of your hygiene and avoid eating any suspicious looking-smelling food.

Monday, December 1, 2008

The Reason

Well there are many reasons on why people find blogging fun.Well my reason is probably almost similar with the rest.I'm a student who is finding difficulties in filling her free time so i decided to start a blog that i can channel my thoughts into. At least now, i have something to look forward to, every now and then.So yeah, today will be the day i part myself from stepping stone to somewhat more interesting days.With this, i hope you will enjoy reading my blog.I promise that it will get better as i write. ;-)